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thailand was ok, i didn't really enjoy it. filthy streets and entangled wires are quite fascinating (really) but not my cup of tea. i haven't been so tortured as that day when we were walking in chinatown (of bangkok), it was rainy and humid and hot and i felt so nauseous and claustrophobic, my white pants became black, those smells.

for four days, we had to put up with a pain in the ass. he's a young boy, fat, white, stupid, loud, showoff, stubborn, annoying argh i almost threw him into chao praya. we didn't buy much, and what we bought was mainly food. i'm delighted to be back in singapore :) i missed OC and three quarters of nip / tuck.

don't tell me

you held my hand and walked me home, i know

while you gave me that kiss, it was something like this, it made me go oh oh

you wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go

guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love cos you're so hard to trust

did i not tell you that i'm not like that

you're the one who gives it all away

did you think that i was gonna give it up to you this time

did you think that it was something i was gonna do and cry

don't try to tell me what to do

don't try to tell me what to say

you're better off that way

don't think that you're charming, the fact that your arm is now around my neck

i got you in my pants, i'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget

i'm gonna ask you to stop, thought i liked you a lot but i'm really upset

get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah that's what i said

did i not tell you that i'm not like that

you're the one who throws it all away

*chorus

this guilt trip that you put me on won't mess me up but you're no wrong

any thoughts of you and me have gone away

*chorus

i'm better off alone anyway

rachel laid on the golden sand at 2:45 a.m. on 2004-06-12